The day where something surreal truly happened.

Today something surreal happened. I finally know my value. As a person, as a companion, as a mother, as a friend.

Defense walls come crumbling down and when I dare to bare myself in front of me, i see a garden of flowers waiting to bloom, a silver lining waiting to shine.

Thank you to you who have brought this realization upon me. I have never thought a chance meeting like this can bring such a huge discovery of myself that i am shaken emotionally, a good kinda shake.

I marvel at fate. I credit this to God. I am still overwhelmed.

But my life truly begins now. :)

Hope.

Sometimes hope can bring out the extreme sadness in you, when things you have been longing for pushes you away.

Things that happened for a reason but not according to hope.

I am hopefully sad for now.

Dreams and dust