Flurry of excitement.

Gee.  My first post.

I have always wanted a blog which i can nonsensitate about anything and everything in the world AND feel downright good about it.

Haha. I am definitely excited. I hope this blog will finally get me out of my professional procrastinator mood and hone my barely-there writing skills. I always have loads and loads to write about. Always.

The only problem is, when it comes down to finally putting it down in words and not just thoughts, my brain goes into freeze mode and then, *kaput* - nothingness. I will forget what i wanna pen down, what i was so enthusiastically thinking about, when my train of thoughts were in super bullet speed mode and when i thought i had already stored it all in my brain's hard drive, i realised i had forgotten to press 'save'.

This happens to me ALL THE TIME. When i finally have the moment to write, I then will find the lack of words, the lagging emotions behind those thoughts which seemed so far far far rr rrr rrr away now and... i give up writing. blogging. putting them into simple ABCs.

SO yes. I am spurring myself again, re-starting my inner engine. I want to write. I need to write to stay sane.

I must W.R.I.T.E.